Im a 24 year old man who has had thoughts about ending my life for years now, every year I assure myself things are going to change but they never do. For a guy who has put so much into life and got so little in return, Ive finally had enough and over the last few weeks Ive felt more and more doubt and realised how pointless and cruel life really is. Then I get tragic news that one of my pets(who has been through so much already) is now dying. So many times in this hellhole I have been lied to, stabbed in the back and shit on, and now I have really had enough, so many times over the years people assured me things will turn out okay, history will tell you this is not the case. Im really considering if it is worth going on, nothing good has happened in my life and I only have sad memories to remember so is it really worth it.