I just can not do this anymore. I get taken advantage of by everyone. I trust no one and talk is cheap. I am hurting and want it to end. My meds are not working anymore. Nothing is ever good enough and I try so hard. I want the pain to go away. I have been told by many that I will never find someone and that I'll die a lonely death. Only if they knew how true that was. I just want someone to tell me it will all be ok. I guess I just want to die....to be at peace....to leave this cruel, corrupt world once and fore all.