I have been thinking about a way to take my life recently. I know the exact dosage of the medications that I have on hand and whats required to kill me. I have also been thinking about <Mod Edit - acy - methods>. I don't know if I can follow through with killing myself but every day it seems like that's a better and better solution to my problems. I am pretty sure that it will happen I just can't tell you exactly when. Should I take my feelings seriously?