ok, I was feeling really bad and so I have decided that I will learn to like myself and be ok with myself before I consider making friends. I am at uni and want to live by myself next year. Is that so bad? I hurt a lot of people who liked/ loved me cos of how much I hated myself. Its ok to be a "loner" or whatever as long as ur not unhappy about it right? Right now, I feel awful and I just dont want to drag anyone else into my messed up world. Is that so unreasonable? My family dont get why I dont wanna go out/ meet up with people, it is only cos I dont want to hurt anyone else again cos that is hard to live with. Does that sound SO crazy?