In a while, i will be able to stand again. I'll be able to walk. Weak and unsteady from lack of food and water. BUT I will be able to walk. I'll be able to keep my eyes open too. Been here at the site all day but opening my eyes the light kills my focus and concentration, my shallow breaths trying to beat this shit.
I can walk downstairs, I take my own advice keeping methods in inconvenient places, but, I will be able to walk and climb to get to them.
I don't have the bloody strength to keep doing this. I just do not have it within me. Can i carve, THanks Asshole on my tummy for the A-hole who fucked me over so badly...send a picture via internet to him? Let him be the one who is now haunted by his fuck ups?
Sorry i suspect a lot of anger is hitting at the moment.
Anger **tears** Anger **tears**
frigging roller coaster ride
I can walk downstairs, I take my own advice keeping methods in inconvenient places, but, I will be able to walk and climb to get to them.
I don't have the bloody strength to keep doing this. I just do not have it within me. Can i carve, THanks Asshole on my tummy for the A-hole who fucked me over so badly...send a picture via internet to him? Let him be the one who is now haunted by his fuck ups?
Sorry i suspect a lot of anger is hitting at the moment.
Anger **tears** Anger **tears**
frigging roller coaster ride