Hello, I'm sorry to burden everyone here with my problems. I just thought I would write them down and see if they make any more sense here than they do in my head. My whole family has deserted me over the past year. My wife left me for someone else, then divorced me. My kids have grown up and don't have time for dad, even if I contact them. my job disappeared and there is nothing else for me. I don't have friends that I can talk to. I have thought about simply just walking into the sea, but I don't want to cause a problem for the people that would recover my remains. I think I will just do it here, quietly in my apartment. Thank you for listening.