wow....when i was depressed this was a very easy question to answer....of course your mind would say "no of course not thats crazy" but in your heart the "peace" of death seems so great. (or is it the other way around?) Is it true we learn from the bad times no matter how bad they are? How about for women who are raped, kids or parents who commit suicide, what is there to learn from that? For me, blessfully(if you can call it that) those things have never happened to me so i would say yes you do you learn from the bad times and reflect on them to finally learn. But how many future mistakes are you going to make in the future? There must be an infinitie amount of mistakes to be made in this lifetime and are any of those worth the heartache to just live and learn? I'm not sure if its worth to die anymore....in the back of mind I know bad shit is going to happen...but I'm like in a dream right now it seems I never want to wake up.