is it worth it (trigger??)

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Bonez, Oct 25, 2007.

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  1. Bonez

    Bonez Active Member

    is cuttin worth it it makes me so damn good but afterwards i feel guilty an sickly lookin at ma scars seein blood drippin down i admit i like cuttin it i jus wish i culd do summit other dan dat coz wen ppl see it i see da look of disguts on da faces i hate it all i wanna do is cut an make maself feel beta is dat so badd!!!!!!!!???:sad:
  2. Ella

    Ella Well-Known Member

    I think that you wanting to find something else than cutting is a good start.

    Is it worth it? I don't know, for me, it's "better" than some other things I could be doing. But it's also a temporary relief that leaves marks that can turn out to be a real problem in certain situations. I will never be able to wear short sleeves again without drawing attention to myself. I am not yet confident enough to go through that. So is it worth it? In the long run, for me personally, it can save a situation in which I would otherwise do something worse, but I'll be paying for it for the rest of my life.

    All I know is that there are probably other things we could do instead, but it's a really hard habit to kick.

    I'm not making much sense. I'm actually wondering myself if a momentary relief is worth all this.

    Take care!
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