MOst of the time I get thru each day out of curiosity about what's coming tomorrow. I just put myself on 'autopilot' and keep on going. I can't give you a reason to keep on, only you can do that, but I can say that as long as there's life, there's hope.:smile: When you're dead, there's no way to change anything.:sad:
I hope you'll find the reason(s) you need to keep going, and please don't hesitate to come here often to vent your feelings and let off steam.
love and hugs,
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