what if nothing is going to get better and its not that you havnt tried, you have and nothings changed, why should i stay? I do want to i just dont see the validation in having to struggle with constant mental torchure. I have been thinking so much the past while. I said i would wait to see an improvment but if anything everything has got worse. I fight everyday and i still have fight in me, i think im coming to terms of acceptance this is my situation tho.