Hello. I need everyone's insights regarding my situation. Basically, my situation is that I am a 28 year-old male who is still struggling with severe, chronic depression after 12 years of struggle. Every day is a struggle, even getting out of bed each morning. I have to always be at alert because I feel the constant ever presence of depression in my brain, trying to disrupt my life at any moment. Yes, I thoroughly examined my life inside and out. Clearly, bad things outweigh good things in my life by far. I remember very few happy days in my last 12 years of life but plenty of struggling, unbearable and torturous days. The fact that my hope of being depression-free by now was wrong demoralizes me a great bit. It is not like I never tried and fought. The mere fact that I am still alive and still struggling is a testament to how hard and how long I have been fighting. I tried anti-depressants, individual therapy, group therapy, playing sports, having new hobbies, joining clubs, etc. Yet, I am still here fighting every day battle against torments of depression. I feel like I am given a life that never gets better no matter how hard I try. Like a cursed life. Is it really worth keep fighting in my case? Thanks in advance for insights.