Is it wrong that I like being apathetic?

[PiecesMended]

When I'm 'happy' I miss feeling apathetic like I am when I have a low point. Is this sick of me I feel stupid, how can I miss it? I'm having a low at the moment and I quite like not feeling anything. I don't know why. Does anyone else miss apathy when they don't have it or is it just me?

 

[Viro]

No.

Apathy is power.

 

[IV2010]

I get what you're saying.....I'm apathetic so much lately that it feels normal and not being apathetic feels unsafe somehow..

 

[PiecesMended]

That's how it feels. When I'm not I get all panicky and everything hits me like a ton of bricks emotionaly and I just want the numbness back. But then when I am numb to everything I want my feelings back, how ironic. The only time it's ben okay was when I first went on meds and they started to kick in and I was all happy but now it's died down I realise it was just a plastic sort of happy that didn't mean anything. As mean as this will sound I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this.

 

[IV2010]

As mean as this will sound I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this.
Me too....

I read this somewhere..
"I used to be apathetic but now I just don't care"

 

[feathers]

I do miss it yes. It's weird to be without it after having it constantly for so long. Just miss feeling nothing.