just wondering... is it wrong to be so obsessed with death? when ever their's a movie on about death, or illness, i always watch it and end up getting a warm tingly exciteable feeling- and have to watch it more than once, too. why is this? is it because i want it so bad myself?. because i want opinions of what it's like to die?. maybe because i'm scared of death? i dunno... does anyone else have this obsession and is it normal?