Is it selfish to want just a little attention, just enough so that you feel like someone cares in the slightest? Is it wrong to question why you deserve to live day in and day out in so much pain, becuase of all the mistakes you've made? Is it selfish to want someone to think you are interesting and care about you? Is it selfish to say you don't deserve to live in so much pain? Is it selfish to want someone to talk to that you can trust? Is it wrong to want out of this prison even if you don't deserve it? Is it wrong to want to feel special or just even deserving of life? Is it selfish to care more about yourself than the millions of others who are so much worse off than you? Is it wrong to want to feel needed or important? Is it selfish to treat others the way you want to be treated and expect at least someone to treat you that way? It is cowardly to be afraid? Is it selfish to not want to be alone? Is it selfish to want to be wrong when things always turn out the way you know they will? Why is it me who always makes the mistakes and pays the price for years on end? Is it wrong to try so hard and want something good to come of it? Why is it always my fault, even if it is, is it wrong to wish it otherwise? Is it wrong to want to be someone else because you hate everything you are and find yourself so disgusting it's revolting to touch your own skin? Is it selfish to want something better when you don't deserve it? Why am I always either the exception to the rules or the only one bound by them? Is it so selfish to not want to feel invalidated? Is it so selfish to want honest praise for achievements? Is it so selfish to want to have supportive parents and even just one friend you can trust? Is it wrong to not want to be abandoned? Is it selfish to not want to be judged? Is it wrong to want to be yourself around others and not be judged? Is it wrong to ask for patience when you don't know what to do? Is it so much to ask to look and the mirror and at least like what you see? Is it so much to ask for the normal things everyone else has? Is it wrong to not want to be yelled at for every little thing? Is it so wrong to not want your hopes and dreams slaughtered when you think you can believe in something? Why is it so torturous to have hope?!