Am i really seen on here as someone who is evil? mean? an attention getter? emotionally blackmailing others? hurtful?? Stealing love from others? I have been told this several times and i am asking all here is this what you see me as? honestly tell me the truth of what i am seen as.. I am not here to hurt anyone cause i know just how much hurt feels cause i have a lot of it inside me and nothing i do or say helps it too much.. i dont want to hurt anyone and i am deeply sorry if i have or do... if my presence here is causing hurt then i dont need to be here. What is it that you want from me? What do you want me to do? Oh God forgive me if all im doing is hurting others or even seen as this bad person... i dont want to hurt anyone.. im not here to hurt anyone.. im hurting.. im honestly hurting deeply inside.. my heart cant take anymore hurt and if thats all im doing and if i am not good for anything, if i cant be a help to anyone, then i am just worthless piece of ... i just cant do anything right.. everything i say or do is so wrong... how can i help when i make so many mistakes?? sorry... so sorry that i caused anyone hurt... i am not hear to hurt but i have... i just cant do anything... heck even my boss said what can you do??? well i cant do anything... sorry..... so sorry, please forgive me for the hurt.. it was never meant and i dont want anyone to hurt... if i hurt you im sorry.. i didnt know it and sure as heck didnt want to hurt anyone. i was only trying to help, only trying to ease my pain by helping others.. i meant no harm.. no harm to anyone... im not wanted here.. i know that.. heck im not wanted anywhere.. its no wonder that no one loves me.. im unlovable.. i cant be loved cause i either am stealing your love or considered hurting you.. im sorry.. so very sorry.. i mean no harm.. no harm to anyone.. and i am to blame.. i blame myself for everything cause i cant do anything right.. even posting this is gonna be wrong... i just cant do anything right.. i am just going to be quit , just hold it all in, just let it build up then go.. im sorry.. so very sorry. i mean no harm.. no harm to anyone.. im unlovable, i cant be loved.. im not worth it.. not worth anything anymore to anyone.. im sorry, forgive me i meant no harm.. was just trying to help others.. father ease their pain, please ease their hurt.. i didnt mean it.. im,eant no harm.. i was only trying to help, only trying to help.. i screwed it up.. i always say or do things wrong.. always i cant be loved.. no one can love me and i dont blame them.. i dont blame them at all cause im not worth.. im just not worth it.. i dont deserve it. i dont deserve love,, sorry, so very sorry.. meant no harm i meant no harm.. was only trying to help..