Society is so shit. The world is full of crap. I want to feel happiness but I don't know where i'll get it from. So many people are struggling along. Even my parents are full of worry and stresses with things. Life and 9-5 is bleak. (Most) people bore me. People go to work and they've got their cliques and their friends and they go to bars and clubs and they think they're so important and mature. I almost feel i'm too 'alive' for life. Maybe manic depression and every other thing has turned me into a crazy son of a bitch. I often think most people with mental illnesses are actually the ones who are truely alive. My mind is rich but the shackles of society and life make me feel constantly frustrated like i'm not meant to be here. The worst part is i've never met anyone I can relate to. I feel completely alienated in my life.