Shouldnt you ask yourself the simple question "Is my life worth living". For me I ask myself that and the answer is no. Everyday I wake up with nothing to look forward to, I wake up having no hope for the future. I have to live in a negative enviroment with no way out it seems, and even if there was the feelings of no hope clouds any other thoughts I may have. I have no family members that I am close to, and friends for that matter. I have friends, but I do not have that closeness or feel that bond with them. They are more or less acquaintances. I have felt this way for many years so I ask myself is my life worth living. Is it worth putting myself through the pain I feel everyday? I have hobbies, I go to the gym everyday. I was running 40 miles a week at one time, and maybe I do more things in my life, but when your desire to live is gone and has been gone for a long time it is hard to even do anything.