Have 2 kids on the autism spectrum. The hope for a good and normal life is not there. After I am gone from this world, their existence will be in government facilities, little care & support, and loneliness. Why can't we all leave this world together ? There would be no separation, no anxiety for the kids as Dad will be with them forever....if there is an after life. I do not understand the good in having my 2 kids suffer when I am no longer here to take care of them. Please help me understand what is best for my kids.