i punched my tutor yesterdayl. and it brought a whole lot of other problems now. i dont think i'm ever gonna forget this day. everyone thinks i'm crazy now. people do shit to me and they get away with it. its so fucking unfair. i can't even get a gun here in singapore. unless i steal from a security guard or use a toy pistol and do the suicide by cop thing. my life is one bad thing after another. i really really want to die.