cant help but think we are all going 2 die.. so why prolong the pain.. im hurting so much.im crying constantly from the moment i wake 2 the time i go 2 sleep.i have no life..im just existing.. existing at the expense of others..im not working im getting money off the government 2 live- because i want 2 die..why dont the government set up a scheme so that those that are suicidal can die quickly and then they wouldnt have 2 waste tax payers money on ppl like me. maybe thats why they leave access 2 the highest buildings in town open at night.maybe they wonder if we dont know how 2 get there..they will send ppl maps soon im sure. no1 can deny we will all face death at some point.. what is the point of life??? what is the point of us being here..2 reproduce and bring another generation of ppl in2 this messed up world? some ppl turn 2 religion for the answer..i cant see the point myself. im sick of all this crap..sick of feeling like this.