This total lack of interest in nearly everything that ever interested you. The constant glaring conviction that everything is completely pointless. I find it really hard being around what i now view as vacuous people pursuing things and ideas that mean nothing. I can hear my old self telling me i'm clutching at straws, that these are symptoms of depression... etc. But I feel like i need to take a new direction in life, from what i know probably buddhism or some type of mysticism. Wondering if anyone here feels similar?