I know I have a problem but I don't know what to do. My body keeps sabotaging my life and prevents me from even trying to overcome my problems. One of the things that bothers me is the fact that I'm almost 29 and never been on a date, kissed or even hugged a woman. I was really shy when I was young, but I've always wanted to find someone. But my body always finds a way to give me the finger. I have had severe and incurable acne since I was 12, and my face is disfigured from the scarring as well. Even though I never even kissed someone, somehow I managed to get herpes on my lip since I was a kid, which means I can't kiss anyone ever. I'm physically weak and scrawny but I can't do exercise because my body has an allergic reaction to sweat and heat. I've also learned that I have a severe snoring problem, so bad that I can't even share rooms with someone (I recorded it and it's nasty, lots of buzzing and then sucking sounds). It definitely would get in the way of a relationship. I also have other physical shortcomings that basically mean I won't satisfy any woman in bed either. I look at this list and concluded that there's no way anyone would ever want to be with me. And this conclusion is really painful. Not physical pain, but something in the mind. Before I found out about the herpes and the snoring, I was actually trying to start dating and started asking people out, but with these two additional factors, I feel that there's no chance whatsoever. I've already been to many different doctors to try to fix my physical problems, but there's nothing they can do. These days I am not motivated to do anything anymore. I don't want to work, I don't want to talk to people and I don't want to get up in the morning. I know I don't want to live the rest of my life alone but I think it's likely, unless something can help me. And I don't know what it is. When your own body is trying to destroy your chances, what are you supposed to do? I feel so disgusting.