I just registered tonight. I did an internet search re. what to do with no friends and no family and it brought up a page on this site. I'm 42 and I find it harder and harder to continue to just exist. I'm not happy, I haven't been happy for years. I know I need help, but I tried medication in the past and all it did was make me physically ill. I think you may understand what I'm going through. Stop the world, I want to get off.