Guys have been depressed and empty for many years now. I had been looking for a job for so long and the entire time I was looking I was thinking I would feel so much better when I find one. Well after about a year I finally found one, and guess what I feel no better. Now all I do is count down the days before I have to back to a dead end job that I really do not like. Do not get me wrong I am thankful to have a job, but was hoping I would feel better when I got one but instead still feel empty and alone. Now I have tried to start looking and dating again. Maybe a gf will fill the void and emptiness I have in my life. Do I want to die? To me it would be no big deal if I did. Can anyone else relate to feeling like this?