It took me a while to finally go on and write something to you. So thanks for listening and being here. It's not easy giving you an idea of what I'm feeling. I've come to a point where most days just go by without me feeling anything at all. I've gotten used to people thinking I'm different or depressing or weird; I've been told that ever since I was a kid, and I'm being told that every family gathering. It doesn't bother me that much anymore. But is there really no one, no one, anywhere who might actually see me and think to stand by me, maybe like who I am? I don't get it. So many people I know. I've got the biggest family. So many people I've met, and there is just no one who sees me and asks me questions and feels like they want to share their stories with me. I don't mind being found weird. But must I do it all alone?