I feel like I'm going insane. I can't concentrate on anything because of all the shit flying around my brain. The more I try and make sense of my life the less sense everything makes. I feel like I'm falling, like I actually feel like I'm falling really fast and any day now I'm going to smash into the bottom of whatever it is I've been falling towards. I can't think straight. I'm thinking all the time, my brain never slows down, but it's going so fast I can't keep up. I've tried to sort my life out, I honestly have. But I don't know what else to do. I can't concentrate long enough to come up with anything else. I don't know why I'm posting this here, there's no reason for anyone to give a fuck, it's not like I'm any different to anyone else moaning about their life here. Or maybe I am, I don't know. I don't particularly want to kill myself, but I don't know where else to go. Maybe I could just walk out the door (just turn around now, cos I'm not welcome any more) and keep walking and see what happens. I don't know. Am I sane? Apparently if you think you're not sane, you are sane. Yeah, not really very reassuring.