okay, well i was doing something, i'm working to stop now, but.... i think it might be binge or something, but i really don't think it was normal eating.... i would binge, not really big ones, just eat a big dinner and then a whole bunch of candy or something. and i can't throw up without getting caught, so i would just starve myself and for the next day i would eat, maybe one plum or something like that, and the day after that.... and then i would binge again... this isn't how normal people eat, i know, because i've seen it... so.... what was it? was it an eating disorder?