Is this as good as it gets?

I don't ever feel good. Everyday just blends into the next. I can't find a job. I'm a waste of space. I hurt my back a year and a half ago and now have insane work restrictions. No heavy lifting no prolonged sitting walking or standing no bending...I'm totally useless. If I died right now no one would notice until there was a smell. No insurance=no medical care except the drugs I get from work comp. Being poor=no one gives a shit. Being fucking crippled=no one gives a shit. My existance=no one gives a shit.

 

Your work place does have to accommodate you they do i hope work is supplying therapy for you as well to get you back to functioning to your best ability hugs

 

They aren't providing any therapy or anything. Their solution was to fire me. I don't do anything. I piss around online. I don't feel like going out nor do I have anyone to go out with.

 

ive read your post a few times and i still dont know what to say except i hope something comes along to cheer you up like a friend or a good day or something.All i can say is im sorry that you are going through such a tough time and that if you want to talk your more than welcome to pm me anytime