I don't ever feel good. Everyday just blends into the next. I can't find a job. I'm a waste of space. I hurt my back a year and a half ago and now have insane work restrictions. No heavy lifting no prolonged sitting walking or standing no bending...I'm totally useless. If I died right now no one would notice until there was a smell. No insurance=no medical care except the drugs I get from work comp. Being poor=no one gives a shit. Being fucking crippled=no one gives a shit. My existance=no one gives a shit.