Why does everything feel like it's getting better and then it gets worse? These are the times when I feel at my lowest. As soon as I invest all my faith into the person I love, he ruins it all. I cry, I scream, beg, cling onto a tiny slither of hope thinking that one day it will all change. It's really not, it's been 2 years of a hard, emotional and psychological abuse but I just have no confidence, no guts to leave.