is this normal?

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by LostandConfused, Nov 7, 2008.

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  1. LostandConfused

    LostandConfused Well-Known Member

    iv wanted to cut for about 2 weeks now. i cant stop crying and my entire body keeps shakin. i have to keep going off at uni to find toilet cubicles to crouch and shake in. i dont want to feel like this!!! and more importantly i hve no reason to. im 19!! im not meant to feel like i want to kill myself everyday! im not meant to wait for the next oppertunity to cry and shake. i know that if i cut id feel so much better but for once in my life i dont want my depression to win.

    does anyone else feel like this?
    x x x
     
  2. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    Maybe you're having panic attacks / some form of withdrawal? It might be good to talk to a counsellor at uni or something. I hope you haven't cut - two weeks is an awesome acheivement.

    TDM
     
  3. LostandConfused

    LostandConfused Well-Known Member

    iv tried conselling before! im not a big fan.

    I cut yesterday :( but i stopped shaking
     
  4. music_junkie

    music_junkie Well-Known Member

    Hi Lost.

    I'm curious as to why you are turned off by counseling? What don't you like about it?
     
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