Is this normal?

[Hurted]

I dream about suicide all the time... I ussually set a date, like wednesday, and when that day come, i set new date.

The irony is that this is not a real plane, and i actually wont attempt it, i just dream about it because it makes me feel nice:unsure:

So i am not suicidal (i dont want to die and i wont attempt it) but i think about it all the time:blink:

 

[Petal]

I do that all the time hurted. I think it's normal:unsure:

Perhaps its a good thing we do that, hopefully we'll always postpone it.

 

[Hurted]

Well i guess that it's better than planing a real suicide...