dont know if this is anxiety or what. but just wanting to know if anyone feels the same as me. basically. i think the world is judging me. constantly. no matter who im talking to, im assuming they are thinking something bad about me. its like my purpose in this life is for people to be against me and hurt me. its hard to explain. but basically its like theres always something bad at the end of everything for me. i feel like ive constantly got judging eyes on me. and i have to analyze every movement/words etc of a person to interpret what they are thinking about me. and then i have to analyze everything I do and then beat myself up about how i said something etc. i feel so low about myself and life. [depression?] its a vicious cycle in my mind. never ending judgment. guilt. embarrassment. regret. [paranoia?] am i alone?