Hi all..... I am not sure how I stumbled on this forum but here I am. It is Friday night here, and as usual I cant stand the weekends. At one time I looked forward to them so much and had full very ones. Now I dread the weekend coming. Once again I just feel as though am the only one that really does nothing on weekends. I suppose I could but I just do not anymore and come Friday I get this empty pit of a feeling, and tears ready to run down my face. I cannot figure out why I am so so miserable and have been now for a long time yet everyone around me seems so happy, and I guess when I am around people I seem it too. I am not, and nobody wants to hear that....... I guess that is my hello. I hope that everyone is doing OK...
Hi ,sorry for your troubles ,i empathise deeply.
human beings can only absorb so much, so dont take it personally if they dont "listen"
,stick to offloading on here or any other form of therapy you can find .
Ive told close friends my issues but i dont anymore because i have other avenues to offload.one friend said to me " your ok now arent you" .i could hear it in hes voice he wanted me to be well .i just changed the subject in fear of bursting out crying .
Im distant because im not well but ile give a text every know and then to keep the relationship open for when im in a better place .
Dont think your friends dont care,no doubt they have no clue how to deal with it ,stick to who can relate to your issues .it should release some stress from you .we can frustrate ourselves looking for answers or support from friends that arent equipped in regards mental health .As i said dont take it personally .
Take care on your journey to being well again .