Time as a supreme judge is killing me… My family, my job colleagues, my friends, all of them seem to have lost the notion of reality, and worst than that, lost the notion of the ridiculous… I don’t want to be force promoted to stupid and ignorant… And why every single individual head has to impose their point of view? Why everyone is a dictator? Why everyone is so violent? Why is illegal to spank them all? Why do I have to feel so bad to the point of no return, i.e. suicide?