I don't even know which is the right forum for this. Here or self harm. Really sorry if it's not the right one I'm really scared I slapped myself in the face twice and my face is still burning. I hit my head against the wall so many times that my headache won't go away. My husband made me have sex with him again. I spent half an hour washing myself and crying. I felt awful, worthless, lost, alone, scared and angry. I need to run away.