i just can't seem to get things right, one day i feel ok, i get on with things then the next i am down. i hurt and worry those who care about me without meaning to, i want to be alone then i don't. i feel like i have too much baggage to offer anyone what they deserve and feel slightly pressured into being normal when i'm not. between work and the kids i have little time, i have huge money worries to come and now my a/d's have taken away my sex drive which being a man makes me feel less of one. i don't feel suicidal or have any need to self harm but i am harming others. shrink didnt work, only 1 friend stands by me and on top of that i told my parents everything and i now worry about what they think. i wonder how long i will feel this way, months? years ? some days i just don't want to get out of bed.