I'd like to ask you all a question. Not the most original question, but one that I would aprecciate an answer to. Why are you here, on this forum? Not the basic reasonning that you are suicidal and are seeking help, but the singular thing that drives your desire for help. Why are you here? The reason I ask is that... I've forgotten. My being here, typing this very message, makes no sense to me. It's almost happenning on its own. I'm lost and drowning in my own emotions. If this keeps up I may break. I need something to help me calm down until the haze clears. So please. Tell me. It's good for you to know too.