I have been depressed and suicidal for years, and it is only getting worse. Two years ago I met friend who is a woman, and she is the only thing that makes me happy. When I am around her she makes me feel so good about myself, and all we are is friends. I always look forward to seeing her, and talking with her. Now is this wrong? Is it wrong to rely on someone like that? I mean is it not okay to find that one thing in life that helps you make it through the day?