I guess everytime I try and attempt, I go half way with the plan and stop, I feel pathetic when not doing it, why did god not create a suicide button on the back of our heads to stop us from living a painful life? I cryed myself to sleep last night, cryed silently as tears rushed down my tired face and all I could think about was death. How it would be wonderful to <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> I've tried those but felt to scared to do it on a scale of1-10 I have to be a 8 to attempt, today I am 7.5. Nobody wants me alive, I wish I was dead, I wish I diddn't have to go through this pain, don't see my couseller until after Easter break, the thoughts are so strong, just can't do this no more Just wish I had the courage within me to kill myself, can'tstop cryiing, finding it hard to control breathing why am I still alive :blub:?
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