I have posted thousands upon thousands of posts regarding me being isolated. There is simply nothing I can do to better my situation. I daren't try and meet any female since I have never dated before. I have no family to turn to, no friends. There a couple people online I can but I daren't even try talk to them. I never speak from morning till night every single day of my entire life, every single weekend of my entire life, every single birthday of my entire life. Just complete isolation from morning till night.
zero conversation on any day, no interaction with any other human every single day for years of my life. my entire life.
My parents think its one big joke, even though I am going through never ending mental torture. I feel like killing myself everyday. In my head I tell myself that Im isolated and trapped, I never stop telling myself this until I go to sleep. Everyday is the same. Ive never had a job, friends, a girlfriend, a night out, and never leave the house. I've already spent my entire youth in isolation, im too mentally damaged to ever recover.
I want to kill myself but not enough people know me to feel sorry, so I will continue to suffer isolated without ever talking to anyone else ever again. Isolation is complete inhumane torture but there is no help. none from family none from doctors none from therapists. I will just fucking jump in front of a truck
zero conversation on any day, no interaction with any other human every single day for years of my life. my entire life.
My parents think its one big joke, even though I am going through never ending mental torture. I feel like killing myself everyday. In my head I tell myself that Im isolated and trapped, I never stop telling myself this until I go to sleep. Everyday is the same. Ive never had a job, friends, a girlfriend, a night out, and never leave the house. I've already spent my entire youth in isolation, im too mentally damaged to ever recover.
I want to kill myself but not enough people know me to feel sorry, so I will continue to suffer isolated without ever talking to anyone else ever again. Isolation is complete inhumane torture but there is no help. none from family none from doctors none from therapists. I will just fucking jump in front of a truck