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I've lost some weight since a few days ago apparently, I've not ate for a while, about 40 odd hours, and I feel so hungry but I hate food SO much. I don't want to eat but my stomach won't shut up.
I have been researching 'tips and tricks' and I am just trying.
I am 'fasting' now.
I plan to do 'fasting' for a month.
Cept I've ruined it already by drinking 86 calories, I'm stressing out and crying because I don't know what to do.
I lost 60 lbs+ last time I did this shit, and I just feel so fat and ugly now.
I hate being fat.
I want to be skinny.
I want to be my target weight.
I used to be so underweight.
What the hell happened?!
I don't think this is an eating disorder, but no other place seems to suit this...
The last time I made myself sick was about, three days ago. Or two. I don't know. I don't remember. Everything seems like mist now. I can't think, remember, see, anything clearly...
Oh how I want to be thin...
Just this one wish, then I'll feel so much better.
:sad:
I have been researching 'tips and tricks' and I am just trying.
I am 'fasting' now.
I plan to do 'fasting' for a month.
Cept I've ruined it already by drinking 86 calories, I'm stressing out and crying because I don't know what to do.
I lost 60 lbs+ last time I did this shit, and I just feel so fat and ugly now.
I hate being fat.
I want to be skinny.
I want to be my target weight.
I used to be so underweight.
What the hell happened?!
I don't think this is an eating disorder, but no other place seems to suit this...
The last time I made myself sick was about, three days ago. Or two. I don't know. I don't remember. Everything seems like mist now. I can't think, remember, see, anything clearly...
Oh how I want to be thin...
Just this one wish, then I'll feel so much better.
:sad: