Mother: My mother freaks out all the time. She yells and complains about everything. It makes me so nervous. Makes me angry and I yell at her constantly. Sometimes I can't stand my mother due to the way she handles things and talks to me. One time she called me a "mental case" Everyone tells me they're just words but words can hurt a lot. She's so nosey and jumps to conclusions all the time. Once I hung out with a guy just as friends and she immediately thinks I'm dating him. My Step Father: I get along with him the most. However he pushes religion on me sometimes but stopped. I don't agree with everything he says. I accept people for what kind of sex they are or who they're attracted too. It doesn't matter to me. I love people for being different. I'm very opened minded and very loving and loyal to everyone. I don't hate him at all, I love him and he's not even my real father. I feel like I can open up to him and tell him things but I do hold back on some things. He may believe in different things and I disagree the way he thinks but I still do love him as a person. Younger Brother: He barely looks at me and only speaks to me when I need something. He's always in his room playing video games. There's times I feel sad cause I hardly ever see him hanging out with anyone and I wish I could help him. He doesn't want any friends or girlfriend, he prefers to be alone. Awhile back we spoke and we were very close. Than one day I got a headache and wanted to be alone so I could rest. He took it personally, thought I was shutting him out and now he won't talk to me. There's times where I feel like he has abandonment issues like I do and this makes me cry so badly sometimes....and this also has to do with my older brother why I feel like it affects him so much. Older Brother: He deleted me off of Facebook. He won't talk to me and when he does on the phone there's no emotion, love, caring or concern. It's just him asking me, "Can I speak to mom? Is she there?" He's dead to me pretty much, I don't hate him but I feel nothing when I talk about him. He abandoned me and my brother both and won't talk to us. Why? Because my younger brother and I have health issues, were on medication and were on disability due to our childhood trauma, disorders and how we can hardly cope during the day. Than of course how I don't have a job yet cause I'm not ready to work. Everyone pushes me to work but I'm not ready. I won't be able to handle a job right now, I'm already stressed out enough as it is right now. I'm always crying, feeling sad, having flashback's, etc. I tried having a job once and I ended up losing it due to many absences and leaving work crying. He looks down on us like were crazy. It makes me feel lonely. I feel so alone within my family. Believe I may start taking walks to get my mind off of things. I hang out with anyone who wants to hang out with me within a drop of a hat cause I'm so tired of being alone. Believe once I'm able to get a job again I'll go to college and try to end up moving out of this house cause I feel as if my whole entire family doesn't understand me. I feel lonely, misunderstood and neglected by them.