So far literally nothing good has ever happened to me in this life. Extreme bullying growing up, had an abusive father and an alcoholic mother and I was always unattractive to women because of my unattractive face. None of this was my fault. I got dealt a terrible hand in this life and I always tried to make the most of it, but nothing ever changes. Suicide seems logical and rational. Looking back it´s amazing how little control we have over lives. I´m 27 and feel like I have absolutely maximized my potential and the results are still extremely unsatisfactory and I´m left with a life that is not worth living. From here on out things will only get worse the older I get so I see no point in continuing to drag myself through this living hell.