I haven’t been here for awhile, life took a turn and then I was happy... for while... like they say all good things must come to an end. Today I feel at a road block a stand still, today feels like everything around me is going so fast and I can’t breath or move, today I saw what life would be like without me and it looked better.. everyone looked at peace... I feel helpless and lost.. I’ve talked to someone and they just don’t get it... I’m tired of fighting I’m tired of trying... ive done it for so long and I just don’t think I have anything left in me anymore.