Well Ive vented a few times on this forum, why not another. Im at a loss, ive been worried about so many others and forgot my number one priority, me. Everyone is going to kill themselves everyday. No one has! I came here originally for methods and have found none. So Ive been off and found my own. If your planning to kill youself, dont set a date for it and have everybody worried about you because thats as heartless as you get. You want to kill yourself you dont need to disclose it to suicidal people who become your friends. I know we are all having hard times but it feels at times I'm carrying the weight of everybody elses world aswell. Does talking help, knowing people care makes some people evil hurt doers who like messing with your mind and toying with your emotions. Im not fautless but I trully do care about you all and im feeling so fragile i... well lets not go there.