It comes and goes

[anoriginalthought]

Its getting a lot harder as the days go on. When I wake up, I feel like killing myself and instead I do something else. When I come home its a struggle not do it. All of this is my fault and I shouldn't be here. I'm exhausted. What do I do?

 

[total eclipse]

I am sorry you are so down What do you do you go to your doctor ok and tell him or her you are struggling with these thoughts and are depressed and need help
Is there something that has triggered these thoughts Have you had a medical lately sometimes medical reasons can make us very depressed

Reach out to your doctor ok first off to get the support you need and deserve hugs

 

[IceStorm]

Fighting is exhausting - try to get as much sleep as you can. I am not sure what it is that you see as all your fault - do you want to say more? Keep hanging in there and fighting.