It’s that simple. My life doesn’t matter at all. Nothing I do matters to anyone. I can’t connect with other people at all. Everyone is indifferent to me and there’s nothing I can do to change that. I try reaching out to people, but nothing happens and as soon as they get a chance, they run the other way. I try doing it online, but no one is interested in talking to me. I’m so tired of it. I want to kill myself, but I can’t, because that would be a good thing and good things don’t happen to me. Sorry for my rant. I’m sure this seems like nothing to most of you. I’ll just crawl back into my hole now.