I am so sick and tired. They always say that it gets better, and that it'll be worth the suffering one day, but it's not true for everyone! Some people are just hopeless. For some people, that hope of one day not being miserable is just false hope. For some people the depression is temporary, and something that will one day go away. For some that is not true! I truly do not believe that happiness can exist for me. I practically live inside of a black hole that sucks out anything good, and am left with complete shit and misery. I can't think of a single aspect of my life which is positive. On top of that, I almost completely lack the ability to do anything positive for myself. It just doesn't reside within me. I know the future, and it's total misery. This is not some emo shit. This is my sickening reality.