I'm so sick of the voice in the back of my head that practically begs me to commit suicide. I can think about all of the reasons why I should be alive and I can even decide not to do it. But it doesn't matter because the desire to do it is always there. I can also try to make friends but I can't do that either. I am such a horrible friend and I know it is only a matter of time before they get sick of me. It probably already happened. Let's see if they still want to hang out with me. I doubt it. I know that happy people do not want to be around suicidal depressed people. Its very possible that soon I will no longer have any friends at all. :sad:
It doesn't matter if I decide to live or die
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This I can relate to. So much. I don't have a solution, but you are certainly not alone. All I can suggest is to keep fighting the urge.
Have you talked to your friends about how you feel? Maybe if you can approach them about it and they can reassure you, it might help you.
True friends stick there through thick and thin. If they deserted you when you needed them, and were ill, then they don't deserve your friendship.
Do you think it would help you to get out and meet some new people? Maybe try some support groups for people with problems similar to yours? Or join some clubs and meet some people that have similar interests?
Hang in there honey
Have you talked to your friends about how you feel? Maybe if you can approach them about it and they can reassure you, it might help you.
True friends stick there through thick and thin. If they deserted you when you needed them, and were ill, then they don't deserve your friendship.
Do you think it would help you to get out and meet some new people? Maybe try some support groups for people with problems similar to yours? Or join some clubs and meet some people that have similar interests?
Hang in there honey
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