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It doesn't work anymore

Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by aoeu, Dec 29, 2008.

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  1. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    Sleep has always been the solution to my problems. Everything is better in the morning. It used to be. Now I wake up without hope.

    I'm also on weird hours now. I suspect I'll be asleep by 8:00 this morning; I typically wake up around 4 in the afternoon.

    I want to be asleep now. I don't want to be a part of reality anymore... but I have no choice. Even if I did manage to get to sleep now, I wouldn't be able to sleep in the morning so I'd still have to deal with reality.

    I wish I could just sleep all the time. Maybe wake up for an hour a day for food and grooming and daily stuff, but no time to sit and be bored and depressed.

    I had a bit of a nightmare yesterday. I was abandoned by another friend... Dreams are my only escape, I don't want them to turn lousy, too.
     
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